Thursday, November 1, 2007

Let's Talk About Sex...

I've only ever experienced sex in the context of a committed relationship. I've never done the casual sex thing. I was a goodie little jw who prided herself on her moral purity. Oh how far I've come (no pun intended). Casual sex has been really interesting for me to explore. It's blown open many of my root fears of abandonment but has also opened up my ability to show unconditional love.

There's something quite pure about being able to share intimacy with someone without any expectation of commitment or promises of relationship or of future plans. I'd always thought I couldn't connect with someone unless it was clear where the relationship was headed, unless I knew I wasn't in danger of losing my beloved. But it's different now. I can't lose, because nothing is mine. I don't possess anyone. I share moments. I share experiences. I share life and love and breath. It is mine to give and receive. And remarkably, it is enough.

tall penguin

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

im lost. i should be excited, im not, im scared to death !!! arghhh
Knowlege Seeker UK

tall penguin said...

Hey KS UK. Great to see you on here. Feel free to email me through my blog here. Love to chat further.

I know you're scared. Believe me, so am I most days. Does the phrase "emotional mutant" resonate?

tall penguin

Brandon said...

This is a profound ontology...