Friday, July 20, 2007

Pot Musings Continued...

Last night I did the pot thang again. But it was different. I'm wondering if each time will be different. I didn't get the same quiet as the other night. In fact, my mind raced more. I felt creative but the thoughts were coming so frantically that I couldn't get them down on paper. I found myself quite paranoid as well, which wasn't much fun.

I also noticed that my senses were more acute and turned up. I really prefer the experience I had the other night. I spend most of my days as it is with everything turned up. It's the quiet reprieve I enjoyed the first time around that had me thinking pot could be my wonder drug. Ah well, it is what it is.

tall penguin

4 comments:

Rahul said...

Just as one can control their beliefs, it is my conclusion that with some more experience, one can control the direction of their "trip". One can choose to require less of the input in order to reach the state required. One can find the happy place, and return to it again and again. One can find the state of mind, and then explore the world they already know through new eyes. It's all possible if you believe it is, and believe that you can control (to some extent) the experience of your state of mind and state of being. /rd

tall penguin said...

"It's all possible if you believe it is, and believe that you can control (to some extent) the experience of your state of mind and state of being."

If I could do that, I wouldn't need the pot to begin with. ;)

tall penguin

Rahul said...

"If I could do that, I wouldn't need the pot to begin with. ;)"

I get the jest in this statement, but there is a portion that rings true as well. I know some "chronics" (regular users) who require less and less pot to get high. It's because the state of being high which they are shooting for becomes more and more in their control, 90% psychological & 10% physiological. As that 90% increases, they won't require the crutch any more at all, I guess. So you might need it to begin with, but you may not always need it, depending on your goals. /rd

tall penguin said...

interesting...opens up whole vistas of possibilities now don't it?